time lapse

So recently it feels like I'm slowing down and the rest of the wold is moving so quickly around me. It's kind of like I'm wading through wet cement. It's hard to describe. I'll be in the middle of doing something and _____ . All of a sudden I'm wondering what I was doing or I'll just be zoned out in empty thoughts. It's way weird. I ate lunch the other day and just stared at the texture on the wall. It was bizarre...I knew I was staring at it, but it was kind of like I couldn't stop or at least didn't care that I was just staring at the wall. I need to find something to wake me up and get me going, but I don't know what that is. I have no idea why I wrote about this here today, but nevertheless, I did. There you have it. An exciting update on my life.